my heart

sometimes when I say I'M OKAY, 

I want somebody look me in the eyes,

hug me tight and say...

I KNOW YOU'RE NOT

~2009~ mem0ir

this song suit me a lot

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life... 

I HEART SHINee

First of all..., i need to say this...,

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wonderful greeting from SHINee

Annyeohaesayo!! ulineun SHINee imnida...

 TRANSFORMATION 

FLAMING CHARISMA : Choi Minho.....

Taemin + Minho : "ulineun haengboghan gajog"

trans: ('we're happy family')

 Key Said : "Onew hyung! dangsin-ui dalg-gogileul meog-eulgeoya"

trans:('Onew hyung! i eating your chicken')

Onew Said : "Yah Key! Neo chugulae..? dalg-gogi neun naekkeo"

trans: ('Key! you want to die? chicken is mine'}

Key Said: "Jonghyun hyung will not be here.. he's heading to party.. here the pic"

Lady Sakusha Said : such a gag/post for my blog.. and this post especially for Liana Mansor... hehee~

Last thing, the same thing as before...

GO SHINee

my fav band

its been l0ng time since i wrote this..
such a sl0w net., m8 me can't update it...
well.. it just ab0ut me bef0re... but n0w days...
i'll chnge it... later lorr...heheee~
for sharing, i f0und s0mething interesting f0r my L0ooong h0liday.. ^^
it's www.asianfanfics.com ...
guess what..?? its fanfics f0r....i dont know d details since
i just search fanfics for k0rean boy band...heheee~
well, it's fun...
s0me of it quite ..*ttutt*... making mee...ewww... >__<
but it can be av0ided... juz find 1 that's not rated...
it's fine...amazing...!! <3
i f0und 1 that seem t0ooo0ooooo AMAZING for me...
here d link...

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/13198/my-lovely-enemy-evil-husband-cho-kyuhyun-comedy-kyuhyun-leeteuk-nominwoo-romance-sooyoung-superjunior

check it out... u'll love it...especially if u're sUju l0ver... heee~
theres lot suju rated too...but, welll...
super junior ways toooo pUre in my heart...
i dun want such ..*ttutt*... fanfics destroy my imagination...

p0kai di KMPh =(

p0kai..p0kai..p0kai..

salah sapa..??

aq yng gel0joh ngat gne duet smpai abes..

o mesin atm yng slalu w0sak..???

hurm..??

if this Q was specially 4 me...

i'll definitely answr its bcoz of...

MESIN ATM WAT HALL..!!

hancusss..

bengang t0l...

sem 2 nip...slalu jerp wat hal..xde keje len..

asyek WOSAK memangjng..

aq p0m dok paham der..

n bcoz of that ugak lerr aq asyek kebul0r jerp sem nip..

esh3~

bukan nk salah sapa2...tp..

ye laa an.., sapa xmara..

tym2.., per0t b'bunyi mendendangkan lagu r0ck..

tng0k purse..xda duet...jlan p ATM kat ujung dunia nuh...

tut2.. bl0m tekan agy da kuar...

THIS ATM WAS OUT OF SERVICE

mau aja aq tendang kasi pecah..!!!

eheee~ xder ah..

sab0r jelaaa... :'(

so.., d p0int here..aq h0pe ngat..pihak yng b'tnggungjwab..

pantas2 lerr...wat keje...bkan pew...cni ni..tmpat tuntut ilmu..

s0, kt0wng as stud, pelu bnyk ATP tuk study..

nak2..dkat nk PSPM nip...hiSh..!!

plizz ah...aq ckapa ni, bkan tuk c0lej aq ja...

tuk sumer institusi ah...

d0n let stud suffer...i'm bagging..

feel s0rry t0 m-selF...??

when i started to realize,

that they'll neva be on my side..

by my side..

at myside..

even near to my side..

they all were t0oo far from me..

our life was toyally differ,

differ..n c0mpletely differ..

they c0uld j0in mine..but n0t memyseLf..

dear y0u/black cat/lecture mate/c0llege mate..

it's all ab0ut my own feel...

and i clearly realize..

it wil and 4eva will be ONLY MINE..

sh0wmelUo

when u'd drive me crazy....hohooo~ >__<

w0 ai nie....!!!!

c0rner with l0ve

Episod 1 : dunia saya menjadi luas agar dapat memiliki hatimu, dunia saya juga menjadi amat kecil sehingga tinggal hatimu sahaja..

Episod 2 : percintaan perlu kemaaafan, tapi bukannya rasa bersalah

Episod 3 : mengharapkan kamu menoleh kepala, untuk memberi semangat kepada saya yang penat mengejar kamu

Episod 4 : hakikatnya, setiap orang telah ditakdirkan jodoh untuknya, 

Episod 5 : kamu sukar dipikat, adakah kamu ingin pastikan sedalam mana cinta saya terhadap kamu??

Episod 6 : -cahaya bulan itu malap seperti kesunyian kamu ketika kamu menoleh kebelakang saya sangat kecewa

Episod 7 : bukan setiap Cinderella dapat mencari kasut kaca yand dimiliki sendiri..

Episod 8 : segala janji yang kukuh seperti emas pun tak standing dengan detik kita bersama sekarang

Episod 9 : lebih baik memiliki kamu daripada membina sebuah jambatan yang panjang agar dapat berjumpa kamu

Episod 10 : bercinta atau berpisah, bahagia ataupun restu

Episod 11 : tiada kesempatan yang tepat untuk meluah hati, hanya ada orang yang paling tepat

Episod 12 : kita tidak dapat patah balik, malah kita juga tak ada masa depan..

Episod 13 : jika mencintai kamu adalah satu kesalahan,  saya tidah mahu menjadi betul. Jika merindui kamu adalah satu jenayah, baik saya ditembak mati.

Episod 14 : Ciuman kamu telah memabukkan saya, seperti berendam dalam jem manis berwarna merah jambu

Episod 15 : Biarpun telah banyak kali saya ucapkan, ia hanyalah 100 jenis cara untuk diucapkan.

Episod 16 : sudikah awak mengahwini saya sekali setiap hari??

j0m blaj0w tules jep0n...

vowels					yōon
あ a /a/	い i /i/	う u /ɯ/	え e /e̞/	お o /o̞/	(ya)	(yu)	(yo)
か ka /ka/	き ki /ki/	く ku /kɯ/	け ke /ke̞/	こ ko /ko̞/	きゃ kya	きゅ kyu	きょ kyo
さ sa /sa/	し shi /ɕi/	す su /sɯ/	せ se /se̞/	そ so /so̞/	しゃ sha	しゅ shu	しょ sho
た ta /ta/	ち chi /ʨi/	つ tsu /t͡sɯ/	て te /te̞/	と to /to̞/	ちゃ cha	ちゅ chu	ちょ cho
な na /na/	に ni /ɲi/	ぬ nu /nɯ/	ね ne /ne̞/	の no /no̞/	にゃ nya	にゅ nyu	にょ nyo
は ha /ha/	ひ hi /çi/	ふ fu /ɸɯ/	へ he /he̞/	ほ ho /ho̞/	ひゃ hya	ひゅ hyu	ひょ hyo
ま ma /ma/	み mi /mi/	む mu /mɯ/	め me /me̞/	も mo /mo̞/	みゃ mya	みゅ myu	みょ myo
や ya /ja/		ゆ yu /jɯ/		よ yo /jo̞/
ら ra /ɺa/	り ri /ɺi/	る ru /ɺɯ/	れ re /ɺe̞/	ろ ro /ɺo̞/	りゃ rya	りゅ ryu	りょ ryo
わ wa /ɰa/	ゐ wi /i/		ゑ we /e̞/	を wo /o̞/
		ん /n/,/m/,/ŋ/,/ũ/,/ĩ/,/ɴ/
が ga	ぎ gi	ぐ gu	げ ge	ご go	ぎゃ gya	ぎゅ gyu	ぎょ gyo
ざ za	じ ji	ず zu	ぜ ze	ぞ zo	じゃ ja	じゅ ju	じょ jo
だ da	ぢ (ji)	づ (zu)	で de	ど do	ぢゃ (ja)	ぢゅ (ju)	ぢょ (jo)
ば ba	び bi	ぶ bu	べ be	ぼ bo	びゃ bya	びゅ byu	びょ byo
ぱ pa	ぴ pi	ぷ pu	ぺ pe	ぽ po	ぴゃ pya	ぴゅ pyu	ぴょ pyo

vowels					yōon
ア a	イ i	ウ u	エ e	オ o	ya	yu	yo
カ ka	キ ki	ク ku	ケ ke	コ ko	キャ kya	キュ kyu	キョ kyo
サ sa	シ shi	ス su	セ se	ソ so	シャ sha	シュ shu	ショ sho
タ ta	チ chi	ツ tsu	テ te	ト to	チャ cha	チュ chu	チョ cho
ナ na	ニ ni	ヌ nu	ネ ne	ノ no	ニャ nya	ニュ nyu	ニョ nyo
ハ ha	ヒ hi	フ fu	ヘ he	ホ ho	ヒャ hya	ヒュ hyu	ヒョ hyo
マ ma	ミ mi	ム mu	メ me	モ mo	ミャ mya	ミュ myu	ミョ myo
ヤ ya	yi1	ユ yu	ye1	ヨ yo
ラ ra	リ ri	ル ru	レ re	ロ ro	リャ rya	リュ ryu	リョ ryo
ワ wa	ヰ wi	wu1	ヱ we	ヲ wo 2	ヰャ wya	ヰュ wyu	ヰョ wyo
				ン n
ガ ga	ギ gi	グ gu	ゲ ge	ゴ go	ギャ gya	ギュ gyu	ギョ gyo
ザ za	ジ ji	ズ zu	ゼ ze	ゾ zo	ジャ ja	ジュ ju	ジョ jo
ダ da	ヂ (ji)	ヅ (zu)	デ de	ド do	ヂャ (ja)	ヂュ (ju)	ヂョ (jo)
バ ba	ビ bi	ブ bu	ベ be	ボ bo	ビャ bya	ビュ byu	ビョ byo
パ pa	ピ pi	プ pu	ペ pe	ポ po	ピャ pya	ピュ pyu	ピョ pyo
basic udah l0rr....nak bnyak2..., tggu lpas aqu sambUnk agy...huhuuu~