~....AZAM TAoN BAwU......~

azam ta0n bawu xmesti akan sUcced an..??

sO, dngan nama Allah yg maha pemurah lg maha pnyayang..

aq isytiharkn oNe of my azam...isss~

TO FORGET THE 

'BLACK CAT'

[>__<]

~ a letter f0r y0u~

dear..,"you"

so hard to c0nfess, c0z there's nuthim i can d0..

s0me work are left und0ne..

s0me feeling are left unexpressed..

s0me f0od are left uneat..

s0me dirt are left unclean..

but y.., s0me one..

ase n0rmal as u..cann0t be left..

unn0tice..???

dear..., "you"

when i say 'u're gud..'i meant it..

when i say 'u're in my mind, it's true..'

when i say 'u're cute..u t0uch my hert'

when i say 'u're unerased..means..u'll alwys in my t0ugh..'

xder pew yng aq nk describe kt cni..but..

the letter i'd wr0te, specially f0r u ah..hahaa~

aq, ciap p0st agy ary tue~ 'a big relieve'..

at that tym, i was thinkng..that,

u're alredy..c0mpletly deleted fr0m ma hert..

tp naper ah, cam..n0t completly agy g2..

hurm~ susah gak yep..?? 

an0ther

biler raser gatai nk ngedit gamb0w ginie ah...

<= my derest rumet..haha, namer ye nurul liana..LIANA..!!, lau kiter cri menim liana an..mesti xley c0mpare pnyer ngan rumet aq s0wang nix.. hehee~ liana, mksud ye "KELEMBUTAN"..huu~  rumetqu..?? erk~ kene disc0ver sndri.. =p yana..!! jngan mrah aw.. bl0gger fan gak ni... ni blog yer.. 

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another...my famly-like class..6H32, mmg mnyak m0mento ah, jak aq stay as, 6H32 members..penuh ragam.., claSs m0nitor,,isyam..slalu jerk owng b'tekaq ngan dy.., dunn0 y..,eSpecially qayah ah., xley jupe isyam ngan qayah uh..,ade jer paSal..eSh3~ besew ah teenagers..d0lu ad 5 owng b0y, tp 2 kuar, s0 tnggl ah, seciput 2 jep...hahaha~ 

...a big relieve..

so hard..before, but finale i'd success..

it's not such a big deal l0rr..

but it's quite hurtful...hahaaa~

ehem''

sbl0m ni an, lau lam lec..,

slalu gak ah, l0oking + searching f0r..

"HIM"..??

hahaa~

n then, lau ye duk blkng @ depan aq...

agak neves ah..hohoo~

sies gak pr0b aq nih.. =P

lau jupe ye after lec lg ah..

xcted..?? xyah dscribe ah..

eSh3~ angau ng0h ah..

but...,,,

WHAT A RELIEVE..!!

last week nye lec, dy ad gak ah,

duk lakang aq...n guest what..??

i din't feel ANYTHIM..!!

sh0ck gak beta..

i w0nder.., if its only fo tht day..

tp tut2.., nex dey p0m camtu gak...

hahahahahahaha~

td nmpk ye...

i juz t8 a l0ok by 1 eye ja...

huhu~kire, da deal wif this ctusti0n.. =)

now on..., juz need to be m0re f0cus on study..

i wnt  to achieve beSt perf0rmnce again...

and AGAIN..huhuu~

n0 tym fo l0ve-lOve ah...

wawawaaa...

arrghhhh..!!!

adush..dugaan2... 

aq try da sabar nie...

Ya Allah...

tulum laaa...

i want to play sorority..!!

ish~ bodbeng aq..

lau bka yng len, bler2 jep neq

200-300kbps..

tp ble bka sorority jep..

tut2 0.00...

warghhhh!!!!!!!

tensen2...!!

apsal gni nih..????

s0mthim to say l0ud..

NEVA DO THAT..!!

when u fall 4 sme0ne,

neva go cl0se to her/his fren

that very cl0se to her/him n u'd neva knew..

c0z when u do that., she/he

might think that u fall 4 them..n not her/his self

think l0gically ah, 

0nce u t8 a wr0ng m0ve, 

u'll neva get back t0 n0mal stage...

bebudark kuliah 6H

>KH6<

from SEM1~SEM2... ktowng 

b'samer2, timer ilmu..

kat lam 'sauna' n 'fridge'

hahaa~

epy belaj0r ngan kowng

<~6H32

actually la an,

aq ader secret ndri

kait ngan KH6 nix..

hehee~

xdew k0wt bdark

lec kt0wng tau sal ni..

secrt ni ad inv0lve

dak KH6 ar..

its strted fr0m 

my 2nd 0utim..

6H33~>

tym aq 0utim ngan

ma fwenS,

aq, t'serempaq ngan

dy [kat p0kok2 uh]

hatyqu t'detiq..

eh,dak lec aq ah.??

neq bas bleq samer2.. <3

at that tym, 

i nOe smthim had

HAPPENED!!

<~6H34

gues wat..??

stating fr0m dat dey..

i keep watchng...

him...???hahaa~

funny l0rr...

i'd try t0 st0p 4 

plenty 0f tym..

but still..when succed,

i'll fall 4 him again

n AGAIN~~

par0x2...

 6H35~>

f0r sure..i'd fall 4 him more than 5 times...

hahaa~~ lawak laq.., =P

till when shall i kept dis as secrt..??

Allah knOw... =)

whO's him...???

lu pikir laa ndri...

aSk anyb0y in KH6

yng penah t'sempaq ngan

<~6H36

aq tym 0utim awl2 dlu...

dkat way yng ader p0kok2 tajam uh..

s'ingt aq, he'S d 0ne i met there...

guessing yerp... =D

kisah dOlu-d0lu...

bila sebut kisah dulu2..

mesti ingat citer yng da lap0k..

haha..

tp aq xkira..nk citer gak..

kisah cintan d0lu d0lan.. =P

dolu, aq ader ah cam sukew kat mamat nix..

emm, nk sebut nama ke ah??

aq titlekn as K jew larh..kih3,

'd0lu' kt cni..xde ah, cam 3-4 ta0n lpas..

tp ad dkat seta0n gak ah..

aq jupe K kat PLKN..ngeh3~

bhyer plkn nix, bg owng chnce tuk b'cintan lak..

K,kire dak beq ah, dimata aq..

beq laa k0t..???

sius aq kate, mmg t'giler ah, aq kat dy..

ntah ah napew..

especially law dngar dy azan..

pergh.. luruh jntung..wawawaa~

dkat2 nk abes plkn, aq cdeh ngat..

ye ah.., nk pisah ja0h an..kah3..

mlm laSt kat kem, dy yng azan..

tym tue~ xyah ckp ah..

nangis si0t derr..

cdeh coz nnt xley dngar yer azan dh...s0b3~

afta dat..., kt0wng pisah...

neq bas msng2 bleq kamp0ng... =(

kisah K n lady sakusha p0n stop c2 jewk...

tp aq mseh ingt.. yng K adlah 'abng b0tak'

the most favourite video i ever had.
watch it now..!!

6H32

 everythim

everyday

 everyterm

was

a 

special 

memories

nothim

much

to talk

when 

we all

feel

that

we are

families

study-stUdy-stuDy

when ones heard that u're studying,

they may think that u're good-hardworking,

the things here.. are all thing that we learn (study),

may completely being absorb by our mind??

some for sure, but maybe not all..

issue for today: how t0 get an excellent result??

study is not everything to success, 

it just one factor for being smart..

mind me to give u some tips,

starting from when u woke up in the morning...

when u woke up, make sure, before u get off from the bed,

raise a short doa {doa bngun tidur}..

wake up early at least at 5.30 am everyday..

bcoz, after sleep, ur brain needs at least 2 hours to start processing..

go and have a bath..

after praying {subuh} continue with reading some surah..

especially Yassin. u should at least

read Yassin once in the morning after praying everyday..

then prepared ur self..

and dont forget to have a BREAKFAST!!!

breakfast is the most important meal..

while hearing lec's vOice {teaching} 

sit properly with good posture so that,

u'll not feel drowsy..

pay at least 80% attention towards the topic..

digest it properly n quickly..

(how to digest??.. repeat IN MIND, the word that being

said by lec, and understood!!)

after class..

go and have another bath..

pray, and do anything that u want..

BUT!! remember to have a look for ur study at night..

timing ur study, and stop 5 minutes for every 30 minutes of studying

sleep on 12...

before sleep.. do THREE things!!

1; raise the doa {doa tidur}

2; get a good position

3; FORGIVE n FORGET one's fault..

make sure there's no disturbance...

n have a good sleep..

p/s: it's a rough english..dont t8 to serious bout the broken vocab-nouns-verb..

HAVE A GOOD DAY

&

STAY EXCELLENT

s0methim t0 think

letting go isn't giving up..

it's accepting something that aren't meant to be..

so, believe in urself..

do what ever u wanted to do..

and enjoy ur life..

as if nothim bad ever happened before

da laMer nk p0st mendaLah nix"

cerita fasal student sbp

Hidup bebudak SBP ni bukannya mudah, selalu je ada challenge. Ada SAINAn.  Semua benda kalau boleh kitorang nak buat. Tapi nasib badanlah, kitorang ni bukannya ada SAKTI. Last², aku choose archery. Haiii… bila involve archery, banyak la KISAS yang terjadi. Rasa gak nak jadi seMASHUR. Nak dapat ranking serATAS dan nak jadi hebat kat seluruh SEMESTA. Tapi nak buat camne..?? walaupun dah SCIPP banyak, aku SDAR aku bukannya STAR… aku juz ade BRaInS tuk piker apew yang aku patut buat. Aku kan, budak sePINTAR.. huu~ Memang arr.. aku tak dapat nak tandingi FARIS yang dengar kata ada hati dengan gurl SESERI TUN FATIMAH dan TUNKU KURSIAH tu.. hahhaa.. pecah rahsia..!! ade orang kata, aku kalah coz aku tak SASER.. isk².. tahun ni, masa match kat LABU,aku ada semangat baru. Even penah down sekali, tak SEMESTInya kali ni pon same gak.. hmmph..!! kali ni, kalau boleh, aku nak fight SHAHABUDIN dengan ISKANDAR. Hehhee… hari first match, aku lawan ngan SYED PUTRA. Tengah ready nak shot, tetiba je MCkk kate stop!! Ey..!! kalau ikut hati, nak je SMACH tak pun, SMESH diorang tu. Tapi tak pe lah… SABER je.. rupa-rupanya lawan kami tarik diri. Diorang kena SESMA, maybe sebab KUCHING kot. So, tak dapat la diorang turut SEsTER. Ganti lak ngan TUANKU JAAFAR yang ada cam TENTERA DIRAJA.. uwiyh..!! kecut perut. Malam aku keluar jalan-jalan sampai KAJANG!! Jauh tu.. SAS yang cam SRI PUTERI lak busy gi shopping kat SHAH PEKAN. Aku lak gi makan sate.. sedap ar sate kat sini. Bapew KUPAng tak tau harga dye.. Tengah syok-syok makan, tetiba jew, kawan aku ajak pi toilet. Aku pun ikut laa. Tapi malang memang tak berbau. Aku hampir rebah coz MOZAC licin. Tapi naseb baik tak jatuh. Tau kenapa? zapp!! Sorang SAMURAi datang sambut aku. Wah! Terpegun aku tegok muka dia. Die kata name gie ABDUL HALIM bin AHMAD SHAH. Lahir kat LAHAD DATU, tapi tak sampai setahun stay kat LABUAN, die pindah pi MIRI, and then KUALA SELANGOR. Fuhh!! Memang traveler sungguh die nix. Aku tnye die sekolah mane? Upe-upenye. Budak sbp gak. Student SAINS SELANGOR..jodoh..jodoh.. hahaa~ aku tnye agy, die buat ape kat sini? Die kat die on da way nak gi lawatan kat school len, ASiS,SBPI JEMPOL n SBPI SELANDAR. Cara die cakap memang meruntun JIWA laa… sukew2..!! hik2, after bapew jam, kitowang blek ke petempatan, kat INTEGOMB. Kepulangan aku kali ni, tetap xmenjulang piala. Tapi aku xpenah putus asa. Aku teruskan lagi perjuanganku yang seterusnya di GOPENG,KUANTAN,PEKAN,TEMERLOH,DUNGUN and last sekali kat JOHOR. Mase tournament kat johor laa, bawu aku dapat meraih kemenangan. Aku bersyukur, coz perjuanganku tidak sia-sia.

MORAL: jangan berputus asa dalam apew jua keadaan.. {~_0}

p/s: sebarang kekasaran bhse @ keterlanjuran bicara harap dimaafin. Sekadar untuk menghibur… dun take toO sies…huhhuu~

somEthim t0 taLk ab0ut

when u find out, someone that u trust the most.

had cheated u, u'll feel uneasy about that.

and for me, its nothing about i'm not trusting u..

but its more like, nobody can be trusted

saLah sapEW..??

salah sapew bila hati berlagu sepi..

salah sapew bila hati berasa dunia ini kosong..

salah sapew bila hati mula tidak mempercayai..

salah sapew bila hati bingung memikirkan..

salah sapew bila hati merintih memohon kekuatan..

salah sapew bila hati mula goyah..

salah sapew bila hati seolah-olah bertanya..

adakah ini takdirqu..??

adakah ini ketentuanNya..??

adakah ini ketetapan Ilahi..??

adakah ini sepatutnya terjadi..??

aqu buntu..

aqu malu..

aqu hampa..

aqu tertipu..

tertipu dengan helah dunia..

tertipu dengan helah si durjana..

tertipu dengan rahsia hati..

tertipu dengan situasi..

aqu reda..aqu pasrah..

andai ini ketentuan..

andai ini takdir..

andai ini ketetapan..

aqu terima..walau berat..

aqu terima..tanpa sebab..

aqu terima..dengan rela..

aqu terima..aqu terima..

kerna aqu tahu..

segalanya.. adalah....

RAHSIA ILAHI..

xsapew yang perlu disalahkan..

kerna segalanya..

sudah dicatatkan...

bila hati mula kacau..??

letih..lemah..rimas...keliru..runsing..,

ish!! sumer ade..

andai saja aq bisa melepaskan ko pegi..

sekarang gak aq lepaskan..

andai saja ko bisa pegi..

dari dOlu agy, ko da xdew lam hati..

andai saja aq bisa menuturkan kata hati..

xkan mudahkah utukqu dsakiti..??

atau aq hnya akan mengundang lagi bnyak keresahan diri..??

bingung..pening..n give up..

sehingga kini qu maseh b'harap..

agarqu bisa..

melontarkan & isytiharkan...

bahwa....

KAU ADA DALAM HATIqu....

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